untitled @ Selasa, 13 Desember 2011
It's almost midnight and I'm still thinking . A thing came up to my mind and made me think for this whole day.
And now I'm regretting something that maybe I shouldn't. Regretting that in fact, I'm not a perfect girl.
I can't be perfect enough to make my parents proud of me in every little step I do.
I can't be a very nice sister so my brother can tell everything to me
I can't be so lovable that I can have so many good friends who would trust me to save their tears anytime
I can't be perfect enough to be a part of @rame.com.
even I can't be a perfect girlfriend for you. Sometimes I'm scared of being just like someone that I've ever told you , so I promise to myself I wouldn't depend on anyone else but me. but still, I depend on you.
I'm so sorry for that.
hello! Welcome to my blog!
First of all, let me introduce myself [I won't introduce myself in formal way :p]
I'm Mariska
usually people call me Mariska or just Ika,
but lately I have many nicknames, such as Naya, Modo, piyopiyo or just piyo.
if you're normal , just call me Ika, ok? hhe.
I lived in Jakarta, but now I'm staying in Jogja. why? because my college thingy :)
I'm 18 years old [I wish I weren't grown up that fast], but I admit that I'm childish, and little bit selfish.
hope I can change that :)
I love
.God . family . friends . teachers . theater . film . music . Trixie . Giant . anime . ipin .
And I'm indonesian. so I will write in indonesian mostly.
If you don't understand the meaning just google-translating and you will know a lil what I'm talking about because mostly I use "my own words".
[sometimes indonesian people also don't understand my word :p]
You can find me at
my facebook my twitter
feel free to add or follow. I'm friendly, I won't bite you :D
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